My wife and I have a dear young friend, Christine, who is battling cancer- for herself and her daughter. After surgeries and PET Scans, the news is still frightening. Christine is a faithful but weary believer who knows how to care for others and finds it hard to think that maybe, just maybe, God isn’t caring for her. She asks the question that never goes away.
Hear the cry of her heart in in own words;
“I’m sitting in the hospital injected with radioactive dye for next 90 minutes and then they’ll start my PET scan.
I’m trying to figure out why my prayers haven’t been answered , and I keep getting struck down with bad news, and I’m struggling to not be mad at God for allowing me to have to endure all of this. I’m trying to go back to accepting that he allowed me to wake up today, and to find these issues so I can get treated, but that doesn’t seem like enough and I’m angry with him, so I want to know how to feel that love from him again instead of the pain and suffering that keeps occurring.
Just why, when you try and do everything right and everything your supposed to that he continues to allow more suffering.
Christine ”
So we sit in silence like Job’s friends, leaving space for the grief, despair, questions, and search for God.
And I’m afraid we are tempted like Job’s friends to eventually give her advice, Bible readings, platitudes, and some good books to read.
What Christine needs is people who understand the search, the silence and a glimmer of hope in the God who loves her.
What she needs is our solidarity with her and our prayers.
Please pray for Christine and her family. Let’s knock on heaven’s door.
Grace Matters 